goodness' sake!

okay~ so how does one make their first entry? i've deleted my first cuz it looks like a freaking diary wrote by a 10-yr old girl and i dont want that since am already 20-ish. yes, someone sorta convinced me not to have that as my first entry. yes, i do admit you have some sort of power of changing my mind cuz yes, i do agree with you that the first looks effin' LAME-O. well, anyhow fuck first entry hahah. yes hunn, i still love you regardless what u said bout my first entry. i wonder why i still love u tho~ that's kinda interesting... pfftt

p/s: this is for when my feelings just overflow and the need to spill them just heightened. 

/smash head/

it has been long since i blog things and that i've deleted the old one. it was such a pain in the arse making a new one since i basically forgot EVERYTHING! well ofc in the end i managed to get a hold of myself (with A LOT of curses, pulling out hair, smashing head to the wall, groans) and finished setting up this 'dilylcspills'. so yeah~ yeay to me! pfftt