i find myself being irresponsible.. hahah
well i set up this blog in the first place so i could pour whatever there is on my mind. ofc there's a lot going on in my life and the emotions that course through me in my everyday life were just overwhelming but i couldnt bring myself to write those. there are several happenings that made me feel like am going to break down but i tried my best to held all those in. maybe pretending is not the answer but i seriously dont want to dwell in such grief and emotions. i find distracting myself from thinking all those things that could break me is effective enough; well.. to an extend. not thinking and burying all those emotions, feelings and thoughts deep down at least help me to get through the day. maybe to some ppl the things that i found depressing are not as depressing as they would feel but then again, this is me and this is how i feel. writing these down may help me in coping with the reality so yeah~ sooner or later these wounded heart will heal. i have trust in that.
-till whenever i feel like writing again-
